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I have a job interview tomorrow! Ah! I’m so excited I can barely contain my excitement! I hope I get the job. I really really hope so. I know I’m capable for the job. I know it!

Otherwise, I made chocolate chip cookie bars yesterday and they were SCRUMPTIOUS! I have pictures but they’re not good enough cause I took them with my camera phone.

I need to put more pictures unto this site. Eeep!

Ever had a dream in which the person you “love” is in “love” with someone else? You walk out of wherever you are. You’re out the door, and then they come into plain view. The couple (or mostly the person you absolutely have a crush on) greets you and you awkwardly say hello. You try to walk away but you can’t. It feels like your foot is stuck to the ground. They try to engage in a somewhat friendly conversation with you but you make it worse by running away from them because your heart can’t take that much.

I woke up with that type of dream this morning. It was cold, I was huddled in the corner of my bed, wondering if the dream had been real. There had been a significant amount of times in which I could not tell my dreams from reality and vice versa. It’s a horrible feeling but I went on like a soldier.

My Mondays are pretty uneventful. Going back to school on a Monday (or basically going to school at all) is such a mindnumbing experience. I feel, hear, and see everything as if I’ve been submerged underwater. By my last class of the day, I’m nodding off and I can’t concentrate. It’s terrible (yet the room I end up is so nice, toasty…. and I just need a pillow and I could sleep there forever).

But in relation to my dream, I saw that person today and actually intiated the conversation myself. It was nice but ended far too abruptly. I should’ve walked them to class. Hmm. Shoulda, coulda, woulda.

I am extremely delighted that I have a four-day weekend. Since I’m not bogged down with homework like I usually am, I can count on the fact that I could use this weekend to catch up on things! Including updating this site. I’m sorry I have been so negligent towards you, dear site of mine. But I never ever drifted away - and by away, I mean not too far. I hope you forgive me.

So far, all I’ve done is have dance practice and buy some groceries. And I tried getting into Yoga this morning but it was way too slow moving for me… so I may have to find a middle ground before I dive into Yoga headfirst.

Despite it being an overcast day, it’s beautiful. Yesterday, my friend let me borrow her Jack Johnson CDs (and Jason Mraz’s We Sing, We  Dance, We Steal Things) for listening pleasure and I came home to a package awaiting me.

I’d like to take this weekend as an opportunity to kickback and relax. I don’t get to do that enough… and so this is it! I may have to do some reading though in order to not fall behind… but besides that, the sun is shining… metaphorically through my window.

I feel so free!

P.S. I changed the layout! Although this new one is not so photo friendly… but no worries. I’ll resize them for you… yeech at resizing though.